Ok so when I got back from Amsterdam in May about two weeks later I had to take a day of work I was really ill. I had a coldy flu bug thing that made me feel really pants for about two weeks maybe longer - I was put on antibiotics to try and clear - which worked but then had to be put on stronger ones because the first lot had only cleared part of it.
Well last Friday I went to Grapevine which was all groovey not a problem, then about Saturday evening Sunday morning my throat began to hurt - at this point I just thought maybe it's just the hot weather and the fact that I am sleeping rubbish. So I've got to today my throat still hurts, my nose is like half running, and I feel like someone has wedged lots of cotton wool in my ear (I was trying to sing along to the radio earlier and I was out of tune really badly - I can normally hit a note and sing along in tune).
Grapevine was good, however Chris abadoned me for quite alot of it and spend most of in Prayer meetings seminars or hanging out with youth - rather than spending time with me while he had the time of and I wasn't job hunting.
We arrive back from Grapevine about 3 ish and then Chris packs up his bits ready for the train trip to Amersham. Yes we had been back less than a day and Chris was going off again, this time without me. Chris decided that it would be so kind and caring to complete his tube challenge yesterday (hallelujah he did finish it in just over 19 hours I think which means I don't have to be talked at about the tube for a little while until Chris decides he wants to beat his time.)
So for most of today Chris keeps asking me what is wrong with me - how about you abandoned me for 6 days (4 of which i saw him for meals and sleep), get in a mood with me because I still haven't found a job, then don't consider to help me tidy up the stuff from holiday. Chris keeps telling me he loves me but he doesnt open his eyes to see how he can show me that love in more than just words.
Hey There Deliliah has just come on the radio - if i can get it to work it will be posted below because it reminds me of hanging out at Keweys
edit: P.S. SO the braids came out 2day bring on the EMO hair cut WAHEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!